Darkdawn by Jay Kristoff

Book Review

39281503._SY475_Darkdawn by Jay Kristoff

Rating: XXXX

Published September 5th 2019 by Harper Voyager UK

“But to live in the hearts of those we leave behind is to never die. And to burn in the memories of our friends is to never say goodbye.”

Spoilers for Nevernight and Godsgrave.

The greatest games in Godsgrave’’s history have ended with the most audacious murders in the history of the Itreyan Republic.

Mia Corvere, gladiatii, escaped slave and infamous assassin, is on the run. Pursued by Blades of the Red Church and soldiers of the Luminatii legion, she may never escape the City of Bridges and Bones alive. Her mentor Mercurio is now in the clutches of her enemies. Her own family wishes her dead. And her nemesis, Consul Julius Scaeva, stands but a breath from total dominance over the Republic.

But beneath the city, a dark secret awaits. Together with her lover Ashlinn, brother Jonnen and a mysterious benefactor returned from beyond the veil of death, she must undertake a perilous journey across the Republic, seeking the final answer to the riddle of her life. Truedark approaches. Night is falling on the Republic for perhaps the final time.

Can Mia survive in a world where even daylight must die?

Well…It took me far too long but I finally did it, I finished Darkdawn and with it, the Nevernight Chronicles has ended. How do I feel about that I hear some of you ask? Honestly meh. I think I have a very real problem with books that are the last in their series and it’s very very rare that one ever lives up to my expectations, thankfully most of the book is pretty damn good.

There are a lot of great moments throughout Darkdawn, not just for Mia but most of the characters which I enjoyed, we get to see things from the POV of others which was really enjoyable and helped to make the story feel bigger than just Mia and it was great to see all these different connections she’s made throughout the books come together. I feel like in Darkdawn we really get to see Mia’s true self and as much as we all love her she’s obviously not perfect and in some ways could be considered no better than those who she has set out to kill (or killed already) and the third book defintley doesn’t ignore that which was refreshing for a story with a trained assassin as the main character.

The footnotes are back and honestly, maybe better than ever. Don’t forget that if they bug you, they’re just extra world-building bits so you can skip them if you want but they’re pretty fun and thin out towards the end of the book so you’re not stopping every five seconds to read one (thanks Nevernight). I lost count of how many amazing quotes this book has too, some amazing writing has gone into this, not to mention the twists along the way and I absolutely had a good cry now and again with one really big ugly cry but I’ll leave the details of those for the spoiler-filled video and/or reading Vlog to come because I have A LOT of thoughts.

Unfournatetly, for me this book felt like it suffered from last book syndrome. Although there weren’t too many moments that really bothered me, one moment in particular really has me up in arms and I found some parts to be a little much I guess? It’s hard to articulate but I didn’t come away from Darkdawn with the kind of feeling I thought I would, which is not to say it’s inherently bad in any way because overall it was bloody good, but perhaps I had the conclusion hyped up a different way in my mind, I’m not sure. I’m still glad to have read it, even with the negatives it was an enjoyable and at times heartbreaking read and in Jay’s own words, “However it ends, at least you had a story to tell.”


S4S – Characters you’d go on holiday with

Six for Sunday

Its Six for Sunday time and this week the prompt from Steph at A Little but A Lot is “Characters you’d go on holiday with” which was pretty fun to think about.

Bilbo Baggins from The Hobbit by J.R.R Tolkien
Bilbo is my favourite hobbit, he’s just the right mix of laid back and adventorous for me and I think we’d have a lovely chilled out holiday (for the most part) with just enough getting into trouble and spontaneously going on day trips which we both instantly regret but also enjoy once they’re over.

The Paper and Hearts Society from The Paper and Hearts Society by Lucy Powrie
I couldn’t pick a single one of them, they work best as a package deal to be honest as they kind of balance each other out. Unsire if I’d be able to let Oliva plan the whole thing though or if we’d have to supervise her.

Hugo from The Starlight Watchmaker by Lauren James
I want to both take Hugo on a holiday and also let him take me on a holiday. I feel like he could show me some pretty amazing places but I also would love to show him some of the amazing places we have here on earth, especially somewhere with lots of plant life.

Squad 312 from Aurora Rising by Jay Kristoff and Amie Kaufman
It would probably go terribly, almost certainly get arrested or shot at but you can bet it would be worth it.

Zuzana from Daughter of Smoke and Bone by Laini Taylor
I feel like Zuzana would be amazing to go on holiday with and would be a lot of fun. I think she would probably get me to come out of my comfort zone and try new things but not too much too fast.

Merry and Pippin from The Lord of the Rings

These two just seem so super chill fun to hang out with, they’re my favourite characters from the Lord of the Rings. I just need to make sure I remember second breakfast!


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WWW Wednesday- 8th May 2019

Trying out a slightly different blog schedule this week and today is going to be WWW Wednesday! A short and sweet post inspired by the weekly prompts from Sam at Taking on a World of Words. It’s very simple, Sam posts three W questions and I answer them.

For Wednesday 8th May the Three Ws are:

What are you currently reading?
What did you recently finish reading?
What do you think you’ll read next?

What are you Currently Reading?
My Sci-Fi binge is well underway and I’m currently reading LifeL1k3 by Jay Kristoff, I’m just under halfway through and really enjoying it so far I’ve been warned that Jay likes to screw around with your feelings and is fond of cliffhangers or WTF moments at the end of his books so kind of terrified to get to the end not gonna lie.

I’ve been listening to at least half an hour of the Gemina (by Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff) before I go to sleep since Monday as part of a buddy reread with @Nnovakk on Twitter which I’ve been really enjoying listening to again.

I’m also still slooooowly listening to Queen of Air and Darkness by Cassie Clare and have four hours left, I’m so close yet so far!

What did you recently finish reading?
Most recently has been Aurora Rising, (you can check out my spoiler free review here) it was my most anticpated read of 2019 and I was not dissapointed! I’m now eagerly awaiting my signed copy from GCreads with my Momento novella and my special Illumicrate edition and themed box coming in the next few weeks. SO excited, I’m very much not done with the hype just yet.

What do you think you’ll read next?
I feel like it’ll either be Defy the Stars by Claudia Gray, because it sounds like it shares some similarities with LifeL1k3 or The Long Way to a Small Angry Planet by Becky Chambers which is series I’ve been desperate to get into!

Have you read any of these? If so what are your thoughts? What do you think I should read next?


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Browsing Bloggers Bookshelves with Lauren @Northern Plunder

One of my favourite bloggers, Lauren from Northern Plunder has started a new feature on her blog recently where she swaps pictures of her bookshelves with others and then we discuss each other’s shelves perhaps mentioning which books we would like to read, would recommend or perhaps would not recommend. I loved the idea and got in touch asap with Lauren to swap pictures and today you can see what we thought of each other’s shelves. You can find Lauren’s post here. I actually met Lauren at YALC last year and I love that she reviews graphic novels as well, not to mention the fact that she’s a fellow gamer and also loves Mass Effect too 😍


First off, I love this style bookshelves, mine are so boring in comparison. Also, I’m living for the Brienne of Tarth pop figure in the bottom left corner! As for books, I’m super pleased to see two of the three Iluminae Files books (my favourite) I cannot recommend them enough!  Below them is Nevernight which I still have to read but am very excited to do so, there are also two of the Sookie Stackhouse books if I’m not mistaken they’re early on in the series and therefore are still actually pretty good, they went downhill a little towards the end. Much like ACOWAR, I can just about see there too. ACOMAF wasn’t too bad though.

The only book in the second cubby I even recognise if Kingdom of Ash which I am yet to read fully, I started it and just haven’t got back to it yet. I do like the sound and look of the spine for Welcome to the Night Vale though. In the third cubby, I see the first four books in the Vampire Diaries series. As much as I still enjoyed the others these four are the best and were still written by the original author whereas the others were ghostwritten, they didn’t age amazingly but I still like to go back and read them every so often. I also spy one of the Night World omnibus books by the same author that I do really want to get around to reading at some point. The last book there I recognise is Allegiant which is the third book in the Divergent series if I’m not mistaken. I enjoyed the first few books quite a bit but I really wish I hadn’t read the third book I’m sorry to say.

In the fourth and final cubby, are some pretty hardbacks. Spellslinger caught my eye as it’s the first book in a series that I would like to try reading, I recognise Eve of Man which I had on my TBR after buying it because the cover was so pretty. I didn’t realise it at first but Truthwitch is also on that shelf which is one of those books I really wanted to like that I just couldn’t get on with. Soulstealer, the cat woman novel by Sarah J Maas is hidden away up the top there as well which is another book on my TBR that I do want to to read but just haven’t felt it’s been the right time for yet.


I’m absolutely drooling at all the Laini Taylor goodness on that top shelf, especially the Illumicrate special edition Strange the Dreamer and Muse of Nightmares. I’m also glad to see it wasn’t just me that needed more than one edition of Nights and Puppets as well. Also is that a Six of Crows arc hiding away behind King of Scars? Because OMG.

The second shelf has the almost obligatory Throne of Glass books which I’ve read, Caraval which I really liked and not one, not two but three editions of The Cruel Prince, I’m assuming it wasn’t just me who loved this book? I’m super jealous of her special editions of  Vicious and Vengeful too! I’ve read City of Ghosts but am yet to read the Darker Shade of Magic or Our Dark Duet books yet but I do own them and they’re on my TBR. I’m interested in Grace and Fury as I’ve heard a lot of people liked it and Lauren obviously likes it enough to have three copies of it so consider it added to my list. I@ve read Rebel of the Sands and it was okay but I did carry on with the series and love the rest of it, I’ve also read a few chapters of State of Sorrow but haven’t finished it yet. The only book on that shelf that I’ve read is Everless and sadly it was one that I really didn’t enjoy.


I was intrigued by Spare and Found parts so quickly looked it up and I absolutely need that book in my life. I also really want to read the Vic James books as well, I’m reading Sanctuary by her at the moment and loving it so want to get round to reading her older books too. I’m loving that this shelf has some comics and I checked out the artist Lolsh, again out of curiosity and I’m so glad I did because her art is absolutely STUNNING!

This next shelf looks to be like it’s all books from Fairyloot if I’m not mistaken as I used to have a very similar looking shelf myself. It took me far too long to get around to it but I loved The Last Namsara up in the corner there and although I own a few of the other books I haven’t read any of them such as Legendary, Even the Darkest Stars and enchantment of Ravens. I’m intrigued by Given to the Sea and I think I gave away my copy of Flashfall but will have to check as I’m really interested in reading it right now and it was my first Fairyloot book.


My eyes immediately go to Heartstopper here but that book is an absolute must. SO cute and wholesome, definitely recommend. I like that Lauren’s graphic novels are all such great colours and there are some great choices here, Saga and the Fables books are ones I’ve read before as well as the Rat Queens books which I love. I’m interested in Paper Girls from that shelf mainly for the brightly coloured spines.

This last shelf looks to be mainly arcs and I’ve not read a single one of them. I do own a finished copy of Warcross I’ve been meaning to read through though and the Mortal Coil books have always seemed interesting to me so this has reminded me to put them on my TBR list officially.

Thank you so much to Lauren for letting me take part in this fun new feature, I really enjoyed having the opportunity to browse your bookshelves and hope you enjoyed looking at mine even if they are an absolute state at the moment.

Do you do anything in particular with your bookshelves? Do you order your books in certain ways, perhaps you have shelves filled with books by particular authors? Do you have bookish merch or other things amongst your books as well? Show me your bookshelves or tell me all about them, I love to see them and don’t forget to check out Lauren’s blog where you can see what she thought of my bookshelves!


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The Devouring Gray

Devouring Gray.pngThe Devouring Gray by Christine Lynn Herman

Rating: XXXXX

“Being invisible when you used to be seen…it’s like being dead, but no one mourns you.” 

Branches and stones, daggers and bones,
They locked the Beast away.

After the death of her sister, seventeen-year-old Violet Saunders finds herself dragged to Four Paths, New York. Violet may be a newcomer, but she soon learns her mother isn’t: They belong to one of the revered founding families of the town, where stone bells hang above every doorway and danger lurks in the depths of the woods.

Justin Hawthorne’s bloodline has protected Four Paths for generations from the Gray—a lifeless dimension that imprisons a brutal monster. After Justin fails to inherit his family’s powers, his mother is determined to keep this humiliation a secret. But Justin can’t let go of the future he was promised and the town he swore to protect.

Ever since Harper Carlisle lost her hand to an accident that left her stranded in the Gray for days, she has vowed revenge on the person who abandoned her: Justin Hawthorne. There are ripples of dissent in Four Paths, and Harper seizes an opportunity to take down the Hawthornes and change her destiny-to what extent, even she doesn’t yet know.

The Gray is growing stronger every day, and its victims are piling up. When Violet accidentally unleashes the monster, all three must band together with the other Founders to unearth the dark truths behind their families’ abilities—before the Gray devours them all.

After hearing about this book going around Twitter I became quickly intrigued by the creepy aesthetic and almost political intrigue based in a small town where four founding families are primarily in power, respected and revered. A lot of people referred to it as a mix of Riverdale and Stranger things, of which I have seen neither but had heard good things about. I was gifted this book by Titan in exchange for an honest review and I was so excited when it arrived, the UK paperback as a chilling cover design alongside hot pink sprayed edge pages! Not to mention as an extra spooky treat there were four tarot cards including at important parts to do with each card already placed inside the book which I kept in place and collected as I read through to give the book an extra dimension.

The Devouring Gray is aptly named because I absolutely devoured this book. I was slowed down a little by the fact I didn’t read it much at night because it was mega spooky in places but I found any spare time I could to read it during the day. There were just so many great aspects to this book I had trouble putting it down.

One thing I got excited about early on is all the fantastic rep in this book. There were not one but two bisexual characters who both mention attractions to same and different genders with one such character not having even experienced an actual relationship with anyone before and all of this is an absolute breath of fresh air in my queer lungs because both happen so rarely in books, let alone together and it is a GIFT. Speaking of gifts, arguably my favourite character, Harper Carlisle is also representing with some disability rep by being amazing with a sword and still managing to kick butt all while being her awesome self and missing one arm from the elbow down. I could honestly talk about her forever.

I don’t say this a lot but, I LOVED all of the romance spread throughout the book too. It’s not super obvious and although it’s threaded through the plot in places it doesn’t take it over and I find all the different dynamics interesting enough that I’m always interested in more and I enjoy the little moments we get here and there whereas often in a lot of books I can’t wait for said moments to end. I’m fully invested enough now that I would read a sequel to find out what happens with who for that alone at this point (although I am looking forward to the second book for other reasons as well of course).

The plot is twisty and I found myself constantly second-guessing myself and being unsure who to trust and/or believe thanks to four different POV’s not all of which are clued up on events or what I could call, particularly reliable narrators and that all just adds a whole other twisty angle to it that really got me turning pages like my life depended on it. The Devouring Gray is a familiar kind of story but author Christine makes it her own. This will be a book I don’t think I’ll be shutting up about for a while and now desperately await its sequel!





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S4S – Favourite Video Games

Happy Sunday! I know I usually follow the Six for Sunday prompts from A Little but a Lot and after this month I will continue to do this but the prompts for this month are all based around kid lit of which I don’t think I know anywhere near enough about to write four posts on. I look forward to reading everyone else’s posts and learning more about it but for me personally this month I will be writing about Games: Video games, board games, tabletop RPG’s etc. I know this isn’t everyone’s cup of tea and obviously I’m still a book blogger but I thought a little change would be nice for the month (at least it’s not another full week of Star Wars posts right?) So for this week and the first Sunday of the month I will be telling you about nine of my favourite video games of all time.

1. Mass Effect 2 and/or 3
I refuse to pick between these two as they are both my number one game (none of the others are in order but I couldn’t not list these first). I came to Mass Effect a little later than some, playing the second game first and then replaying all three in order once three was released. I completely fell in love with the style of storytelling and the mix of that with combat. I have never loved any other fictional characters as much as I love my crew in these games. I’m not good at a lot of things but luck would have it if you play over 400 hours of any given game you tend to not suck too bad at it…


2. World of Warcraft
Probably no surprise but even though the current version of the game is not it’s greatest self right now I’ve had a lot of good times playing WoW, with friends in-game and out. I love the rich lore and the little details hidden all over the world. I love so many of the stories the games tell and there have been some pretty iconic moments and characters that will stay with me forever as well as the memories like doing my first run of the Icecrown Citadel and defeating the Lich King sitting at the top of the stairs in my parents house as that was the only place with a decent enough WiFi connection to keep me logged in, the time that my mum decided to play too and thought she was being attacked but actually drowned or didn’t realise that as a mage she could use spells until she was level thirty…the world seemed so big when me and my friend started playing over ten years ago and now I know every corner of it and this game will always hold a special place in my heart.


3. Skyrim
I don’t know many gamers who have played Skyrim and not loved it. Although its a game not many people play much more now it’s mainly because we have done every single side quest possible and have actually run out of things to do in game. It’s a brilliant, open world game the likes I hadn’t really seen before. I loved spending my nights as a newly turned vampire just running around picking flowers and working through my caseload as an assassin of a shady organisation. Another game filled with fantastic memories and a lot of hours sunk into it that I would happily go back and play again and again.


4. Animal Crossing Wild World
I love pretty much all of the Animal Crossing games but unlike with the others where I’ve liked multiple iterations of the games in the series I know that Wild World is my favourite Animal Crossing game. It features the great parts that make it an Animal Crossing game and the same key ideas but there’s just so many great little extras that I love, my favourite of which is the observatory on the second floor of the museum ran by Celeste (blathers sister) where you could create your own constellations which you would then be able to see at certain times and dates in your world. It’s also featured in let’s go to the city too but I still prefer Wild World.


5. Diablo 2/3
This was a hard one to pick because I couldn’t decide between Diablo 2 or Warcraft 3 which are both some of the first PC games I played when I was younger and love them both dearly but I decided to go with Diablo and also include 3 as I’ve played so much of it the past five or six years (at least) that it’s been out, heck I went into labour while doing a speed run of Diablo 3 so I figured it had earned its spot on this list. I love the dungeon crawling, loot finding, demon killing, scenery smashing, button mashing goodness that are the Diablo games. I know the third isn’t popular with some and I understand why but I loved it and played it to death almost as much as Diablo 2, if not more so now. Can we have Diablo 4 already, please? (Immortal doesn’t count…)


6. Fable 2
Although the main story in these games didn’t blow my mind as much as the Mass Effect the utter freedom in these did. I loved that depending on how you acted and how you treated others would change how they treated you, you could form relationships, have families, buy a home etc all while going about your adventures etc. The Fable games are games I could honestly just play forever because they’re so much fun and I really love the quirky art style, huge array of brilliant voice acting across the board and the soundtrack that to this day I still love and remember most of.


I’d also like to give shout outs to Warcraft 3, Dragon Age 2, Torchlight, Portal, Bioshock and Stardew Valley that didn’t quite make the cut but came close.

Let me know what your top six favourtite games are!!

Monthly Wrap up, Uncategorized

March Wrap Up

I don’t usually do wrap-ups but as this month I didn’t manage to find the space for a monthly TBR post I decided to try one. Most of the books I’ve read this month have been reviewed here already so I won’t go into huge detail but just thought it would be nice to have it all in one place, in addition, I also wanted to include not just books but other forms of media I’ve enjoyed too. I’m not sure yet if this will be an every month occurrence yet or just a one-off for March but let me know if you enjoy it and we’ll see where it goes!


The Near Witch by V.E Schwab XXXX (Spoiler free review here)
A brand new reprinting of V.E Schawb’s debut novel, The Near Witch is an absolute gem. It’s dark and spooky with the perfect amount of angst and a little romance. This debut, although not as polished as her later works it still very decidedly hers though and well worth a read even if you’ve read it before as this new version, in addition to being absolutely gorgeous also features an extra short story “Ash born boy” which was fantastic and well deserving of a XXXXX rating all of it’s own.

Firefly: The Magnificent Nine by Jame Lovegrove XXXXX (Spoiler free review here)
This was such a fun book to read, a fantastic tie in to the original TV series and although it certainly is an enjoyable book to read without any prior knowledge of the show its crowning glory is the brilliant way James has managed to really capture the whole feeling of the show and it’s world as well as it’s characters as well as giving us a deeper look into those characters in a way we weren’t able to get through the media of television but translates easily to the written word. A must for Firefly fans especially is Jayne Cobb is your favourite. I also did a Q&A with James which you can check out here.

Once and Future by Amy Rose Capetta and Cori McCarthy XXXXX (Spoiler free review here)
The only words to do this justice are ones I’ve already used in my full review…SWORDS, JOUSTING, SPACESHIPS, STRONG QUEER WOMEN, TEENAGE MERLIN, GORGEOUS FLUIDS AND NON BINARIES, MAGIC, ANGST, SEXUAL TENSION AND DID I MENTION THIS IS MOSTLY SET IN SPACE BECAUSE YES. Once and Future absolutely blew my mind, it riled me up, it crushed my heart then it brought me back, shoved a sword in my hand and it told me to go save the world. This is an absolute whirlwind of a book and despite the King Arthur type story, or even the reincarnation of King Arthur, Once and Future not only manages to feel new and unique, it feels damn well revolutionary. There is SO much fantastic rep to be found here and I honestly love it so damn much.

Currently reading: Summer Bird Blue By Dawn Akemi Bowman (Review to come soon!)
I’m SO close to finishing this book right now! I wasn’t sure how I would feel jumping from sci-fi into contemporary which isn’t my favourite of genres but Akemi has excelled once again, as with Starfish it explores complicated feelings and relationships and how her characters deal with those, in the case of Summer Bird Blue, Rumi loses her sister and is consumed by not only the sadness that we often associate with grief but also the anger and resentment we feel as well. A spectacular, moving story that I know is going to continue to break my heart.


The Conjuring 2
The start of a slippery slope deciding to try out a horror film as I don’t ever really watch them at home but thought heck why not. This was actually really great. It had some great twists and a nice variety of different scares with the story actually being really interesting and making me really want to watch the third one now.

Don’t Knock Twice
Second horror film after the first one went so well, the trailer was pretty damn creepy and this one definitely had some moments and I actually screamed once but honestly, there was just too much talking for my liking and I did nod off a little once or twice.

The Lego Movie 2
My four year old has recently become obsessed with the first lego movie and it’s accompanying video game so we took a trip to the cinema together to check out the second film and it was fantastic, I really liked the first one and this sequel did not disappoint. It made fun of itself, there were some genuinely sad moments, some great twists and in the vein of the big twist/reveal at the end of the first one we got another great reveal that had been hinted at throughout the film and was done really well. I also have to say that I’m in love with the soundtrack and downloaded it the moment I got home, the catchy song is fantastic as is a slightly different version of “everything is awesome” towards the end of the film and the song that plays over the credits is just gold. Definitely, want to see this again.

On my Sci-fi kick and when trying to decide on a film to watch this one really seemed interesting and was one we both hadn’t seen before and decided to try out. Really glad we did, I wasn’t sure what direction it would take and it definitely surprised me. Not to mention there was an android I got attached to. This film really went to places I wouldn’t have guessed and ended up being pretty thought-provoking and harrowing in places while also being sweet as well as having a good amount of action when the need called for it. Will be watching this one again as well.

TV Shows

Star Trek Discovery – Season 2 episodes 7-9
I have absolutely loved getting to see young, slightly crazy, hot Spock with a beard these past few episodes and it’s been super interesting finding out what really happened to him, not to mention we got to see parts that directly connect to the very first episode of the original series. Also I can’t help it but every episode I have to tell Chris (the husband) how much I just adore Captain Pike, he’s just so wholesome while also being a little damaged by his past and he’s just such a perfect character and Anson Mount has done an amazing job at portraying him, he’s an absolute gem.

I hope you’ve enjoyed this slightly different post from me, I enjoyed writing it and recapping my month. Where there any particular stories that you loved this month? Tell me all about them!